1. |
Heresy / Destiny
01:35
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I was made to circumvent
I was made from understanding
And to see beyond the vent
And to see some understanding
Oh, heresy
It’s my destiny
I knew who I wouldn’t be
Who I wouldn’t
I was made to circumvent
I was made from understanding
When you see me walking by
Do you see the head? The shoulders?
I’m heresy
And I’m destiny
And I’m what I wouldn’t be
What I wouldn’t
I’m heresy
And I’m destiny
And I’m who I wouldn’t be
Who I wouldn’t
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2. |
Everyone's an Actor
00:45
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Hey, how was your day?
Is the weather nice?
I will see you tomorrow
Have you seen the game?
Did you see them play?
They played really well today
I just really want to exist
I just really want to exist
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3. |
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A sin I sought
Was not for naught
Though I can see
Though I can breathe
Though I, myself
Know not the thought
Though I can breathe
And I disdain
Though I, myself
Can know the shelf
And be an act
An acting elf
And now I know
Upon the shelf
The dreams you sought
Were not for naught
I know what will
Occur for you
With the power
Of Santa Claus
I will now see it
The other old question
That wasn’t not answered
Not answered for no-one
Though I am just standing
Just thinking of nothing
Though I am just as smart
Now it will happen
The grand detour down there
That I will now see it
With my own eyes and
Believe not a thing that
Not happens not for me
Not I will not be there
Not I
Though I know the other question
Though you see the other question
I know all the answers though I do not recall knowing
Why I know the other question
Tells me what the other question
Needed for the other answer now and then
Now I’m gone again
Trying to get nearer
Now my soul is gone again
And clearer
Clearer
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5. |
Summer Solstice Dies
00:45
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Summer solstice dies
And the other person lies
But that’s A-A-okay
No-one needs to know
And when they know they’ll never show
But that is A-A-okay
Summer solstice dies
And when the other person lies
That is always A-okay
No-one needs to know
And when they know they’ll start to show
But that is A-A-okay
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6. |
Winter Lives
01:40
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7. |
Shoot the Herald
01:20
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Persians closing in
Seems like they will win
This is some bad news to give
Maybe this time I won’t live
But they still refrain
All my words in vain
Heralds retain relation
Without a flagellation
They are scared of Zeus
What a dumb excuse
Disciplined they would all be
Oh how I wish that was me
Talthybius knew
Exactly what to do
He was just trying to help
While I am trying to yelp
I was born to lose
Maybe with a bruise
Show me how angry you are
Decorate me with a scar
Maybe someday soon
They will change their tune
I guess I’ll start a rampage
And then I’ll be in my cage
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8. |
Trip and Dangle
01:05
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My misplacement helps me drown
My misplacement helps me live to
Know the name and know my saviour
I was made to be what I’m not
I was made to trip and dangle
I was made to fall and stumble
I was made to trip and dangle
I was made to fall and stumble
I was made to trip and dangle
I was made to fall and dangle
I was made to trip and strangle
I was made to fall and dangle
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9. |
Own the Imperfection
01:05
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10. |
Stumbler
00:50
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11. |
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Something is amiss
I do not know
Maybe I need this
I do not know
I always did
Maybe I don’t
I always wanted to
Maybe I don’t
I am so happy
Nobody loves me
I needed nothing
To add to nothing
I am so happy
Nobody loves me
I am so happy
Nobody loves me
I’ve seen people eat themselves
And it is sufficient
Nutrients
Help the mind
I’ve seen people eat themselves
And it is so succulent
Nutrients
Help the mind
And the bod
And the bod
Nutrients
Help the mind
And the bod
And the bod
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12. |
God Hates Me
02:25
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Oh what a nice day today
What a lovely day today
And it’s never really been this way
Since the day I died
And I have never really been happy
And I have never really known, kind of like
I was living in a little ditch
Within the hole of the world
And I have never really tried to live
And I have never really done anything
And I have never really seen myself
As the kind to succeed
And I am just a seedy little thing
I’m made of emblems made of little dirts
Found on the ground beneath your feet down there
In the place I deserve to be
God hates me
Oh yeah
I know the line
Know the place I deserve to be
God hates me
Oh yeah
I know the line
I am dead but still alive
We know the kind
We know the place you will remain
Oh what a nice day today
What a lovely day today
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13. |
Song of the Day
00:45
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A song a day
Everyday
‘Cause I’m insane
And hate myself
I’m so alone
With no S.O.
No place to go
Except my room
I have no job
I have no school
I have no life
It’s like I’m dead
But music, films,
And video games
Fill the void
That is my life
A song a day
Everyday
‘Cause I’m insane
And hate myself
I’m so alone
With no S.O.
No place to go
Except my room
I have no job
I have no school
I have no life
It’s like I’m dead
But music, films,
And video games
Fill the void
That is my life
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14. |
PTSD
01:10
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We don’t give kids PTSD
We give them a reason for revenge
We don’t give kids PTSD
We give them a reason for revenge
Everything is swarming and it’s too-too much
But I’m okay
I’m A-okay
I’m celebrating
Everything is swarming and it’s too-too much
But I’m okay
I’m A-okay
I’m celebrating
Everything is swarming and it’s too-too much
But I’m okay
I’m A-okay
I’m celebrating
Everything is swarming and it’s too-too much
But I’m okay
I’m A-okay
I’m celebrating
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15. |
Mitosis
01:00
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16. |
The Happy Anchor
02:00
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Pesticide, a new disguise
For me when I want to be clearer
I admit, I’ve always believed
I’m more than anyone nearer
A new disguise made from the skies
It’s so much better when it’s clearer
I admit, I’ve never seen the way
They look when they are happy
Have you seen my destiny?
I left it hidden somewhere in the bushes
I admit, I’ve never been happy
The happy anchor
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17. |
Many Coincidences
01:05
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I was walking down the line
The turnaround, the other mind
But that’s only when I were still alive
Alive
Everybody everywhere
The people who are not aware
That phantasmagoria is abound
Abound
Tell the tale and try again
The listeners will walk away
They always do, they always ever will
Will
I was once and now I’m not
But I can change the way of “not”
And be more than I ever thought I could
The metaphysical is all I need
I wake up
And then I frown
Because of how
I’m still around
I walk outside
And people scream
As if they have
Just seen a “me”
Fly through walls
Into my work
But everyone
Will go berserk
I guess I do not
Have a job
I guess I should just
End this song
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18. |
Tonsured, to Be Sure
00:55
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My terraform asks the question
I sit and wait and see myself
The mirror is in front of me
Who is that handsome devil there?
I begin to feel my palms shake
My hair begins to recede its hairline
I now see a tonsure up there
I am tonsured, to be sure
I am part Lynchian, I guess
We all stand and tear about the wave
Then we can see the destiny
We all thought at the same time, I guess
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19. |
Percolating Mercury
01:35
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Percolating mercury
I know it like I do
Isochronous eyes distill the view
From here to there
We were one, now we are two
Don’t you agree with factoids?
Now I know the will to kill
It still distills regardless
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20. |
Silly Time
00:50
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21. |
Fuzzball
00:50
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22. |
Elevator Music
00:30
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23. |
Friends With a Ghost
00:50
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24. |
Everyone's Murderous
03:15
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Maybe I needed time
To try to find the line
Then I would just maybe try to
Happiness doesn’t like
How you look and smell like
I persist and try to like it
Maybe I am right
Maybe I am wrong
Maybe I am something in-between
Maybe I am right
Maybe I am wrong
Maybe I am someone in-between
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Nobody will just know
What it would mean to go
From the backend of the backstreet
Nobody really likes
What I envision me
To be like and what I’m really
Maybe I am right
Maybe I am wrong
Maybe I am somewhere in-between
Maybe I am right
Maybe I am wrong
Maybe I am somewhere in-between
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
Everyone’s murderous
‘Derous
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25. |
To the Equivalence
00:45
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26. |
Lydian
01:25
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27. |
Theoretical Love
01:10
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28. |
Welcome to My Room
01:05
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29. |
J & P Homes
01:05
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30. |
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31. |
We Should Be Happy
02:10
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I know what you are
Thinking
Dreaming
Soon
You are thinking of
Me and
You and
Them
We should be happy
Please
Please
Please
We should be happy
Please
Please
Please
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32. |
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Weasel out the weak
And you’ll remain
I do not exist
I don’t exist
Weasel out the weak
I’m in control
I will now exist
I will exist
I think I have tried to be you
I think I have tried to be you
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33. |
Never Feel Love
00:50
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34. |
DNA
00:35
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Intentions are from DNA
The one that you didn’t create
How did it even get there?
I don’t know, why are you asking?
I don’t know, why are you asking?
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35. |
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36. |
Vortex
01:50
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37. |
A Favourable Reclusion
02:25
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38. |
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39. |
The Red Zone
05:00
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40. |
Yoctosecond
05:00
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41. |
You're Safe Here
01:20
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42. |
You're Still a Child
00:40
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43. |
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Tomorrow I will be turning 20
I will always be 19 in this song
Tomorrow I will be turning 20
I will always be 19 in this song
Song
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44. |
Suicide Pony
02:10
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Suicide pony
Has a mane made out of glitter
Made out of glitter
Glitter
Suicide pony
Has names memorised from its previous lives
Names from its previous lives
Previous lives
Suicide pony
Suicidal suicide pony
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45. |
Dream People
01:25
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Dream people are more than me
Ouroboric reverie
Dream people
I love you
Yes, I do
Yes, I do
Sentience in transience
Makers of this confluence
Dream people
Aren’t alive
Yes, they are
Just for now
Dream people are more than me
Ouroboric reverie
Dream people
I love you
Yes, I do
Yes, I do
Sentience in transience
Makers of this confluence
Dream people
Aren’t alive
Yes, they are
Just for now
Dream people
I love you
Yes, I do
Yes, I do
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46. |
Real People
01:20
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Real people act as if they know they’re living and not dying
Real people act as if they know they’re loving, death-defying
And maybe if I were dead it would save me the trouble of breathing
And maybe if I were dead it would save me the trouble of living
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47. |
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48. |
I Wish I Was Dead
02:10
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I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I have these thoughts everyday
And yet nothing begins to change
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I think and think everyday
And thoughts congeal into these things
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
And though I wish I wish I didn’t
Want to die, I’m still standing
Thinking of things I could be doing
Instead of wishing I was dead
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
I wish I was dead
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49. |
Johnsong
03:20
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To the equivalence, to the bivalence
To the words that never were
And never will be
I’ve seen people eat themselves
Welcome to the rest of your life
Another song of the day
Another year being a loner
Another year being myself
For better and for the worst
You can Google my personality
The distance and dream immaculate
I am a figment
A permanent resident of Hushabye Mountain
I live within this yoctosecond
We all always do
I wish I was dead, I wish I was alive
The numbness is the impunity
I exist more than I know
I will recommend you an album
And you will not listen to it
And I don’t listen to yours as well
Another sentence never uttered
Another idea never noted
Now unlearn your destiny
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50. |
Spark Desire
04:40
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Sit still and don’t move and you’ll be okay
Worry could exist, it’s better this way
Look at all the lights, all the audio
Who would not want to be within your shoes
Spark desire
Walk the fire
There’s a life here
Trapped in my body
So you waited
Now you move
I’m not really me
I’m not really me
I could become me
I could become me
Spark desire
Walk the fire
There’s a life here
Trapped in my body
So you waited
Now you move
Spark desire
Walk the fire
There’s a life here
Trapped in my body
So you waited
Now you move
Spark desire
Walk the fire
There’s a life here
Trapped in my body
So you waited
Now you move
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